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I have two ways of presenting myself online: my Roblox avatar (left), perhaps the closest representation of my real self; and my anime avatar (current version: 3.0, 26/05/2025) (right), made in CHARAT. This last avatar, or "OC," is almost the most common. The goal was to do some VTuber-style project, but... nah, in the end, I realized I was going to get lazy and cringe.

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So, where do I start?​

Of course all of this is merely a persona, an alter ego where I can feel freer and less pressured about how to do things. I think it won't take long for you to understand that the sheer number of universities or colleges listed on my profile is just to confuse people, and also to make my profile look more "shitpost." You can also understand them as my "life goals," although I think they're rather unattainable.

My full name is Ívory Kvaratskhelia Ahmetov Dotkamina Eskander, and I was born sometime in 2002 (March 10 or 15? I can't remember). My gender is male. I'm saying this in case anyone gets confused or tries to do something weird (although I doubt it will happen, I'm making it very clear). I have many places of origin, some of my favorites are Guatemala, Spain, Japan (which was expected), or Borneo.

In real life, I'm a quiet person, although I don't really like interacting with people, but, hey! I'm trying to improve on that. I'd like to say I'm a good listener, but I doubt it. I find that when people ask me something, I don't know what to say. It's easy to mask when I'm in a group, but when I'm alone with someone, the silence is so deadly that I'd almost prefer to run off to the library, or somewhere dark. In that sense, I identify with Bocchi the Rock! Although I might lack the talent. I find writing easier.

 

Some sites recommend that one way to feel more socially refreshed is to go out, so these past few months I've been doing some light exercise. My weight is holding up... sort of. I have a fracture that means I can no longer do the intense exercises I used to do. That's given me more time to focus on my own things, but sometimes I feel like a dead weight sitting on a bench.

As they say in Biomedicine, the human body isn't a perfect machine, and these past few months have been a real pain, ultimately resulting in surgery that, while not urgent, shouldn't be postponed for too long. I was fine with that, but since I'm a maniac, it quickly got to my head, and now I'm feeling pain right in the parts I should be wary of, and I really don't know if it's just paranoia or if "the unspeakable" is really starting.

Aside from my questionable physical health, what about my mental health? Well, "people think I'm stupid or boring, but I actually have a lot to say." That's a quote I got from a movie, and I'd like to be able to apply it to myself. But I'm incredibly clumsy, sometimes very dramatic over trivial matters. Still, if you'd like to talk to me about anything, feel free to. Technically, I'm available on all the social media platforms listed on my homepage, but I'm letting you know right away that I'm more active on Facebook.

As you can imagine, my interests are Evolutionary Biology, Paleobiology, Parasitology, and a little else. Other branches of biology also interest me, but not as much. As far as the fields of Molecular Chemistry and Medicine are concerned, I'm almost lost interest in them, although I confess that the topic of molecular interactions and physics fascinates me, and I take advantage of these aspects to post about them as soon as I can.

Aside from these academic subjects, I also enjoy anime and manga (for some reason, romance ones); playing mobile video games (I don't know if that makes me a gamer. My main games: Brawl Stars, Farlight, and Roblox. But I'm not exactly the best at them); and lately, the whole weirdcore and liminal spaces thing—anything mysterious in general. Backrooms and analog horror are some of my favorite subjects. Sometimes I make weirdcore edits, but I want to clarify that I do them solely for aesthetic reasons; I don't intend to convey or imply dark thoughts or anything like that. I also like to draw, but I don't consider myself an expert in the art, and I still have a lot to improve.

As for the internet, well, I like exploring shitposts or strange images, spending time on Instagram or Facebook, reading Wikipedia articles, and watching YouTube videos. I focus more on mystery stories and educational videos like those by NileRed, Veritasium, Triline, etc. But the only YouTuber I follow regularly, even as a youngster, is ZellenDust (I'd love to shake his hand one day and thank him for making me laugh during my worst moments). Another one I also follow frequently is Aquisi.

I get stressed out by short texts without much information. I think the more text and information, the better, but it should be well explained, because then I apply it to math, chemistry, or engineering and end up in a mess. Now, with the help of ChatGPT, I've been able to resolve most of my doubts. By the way, I almost forgot about the music: I like music from the 80s and 90s, I'm not sure if it fits into those decades; I guess pop, rock, emerging genres of the time, and especially Michael Jackson. I also like any kind of electronic music. I usually listen to dubstep and trap, but I don't consider myself a true fan of those genres. Oh, right, and "Japanese" music—any kind, really. I don't have a clear favorite genre in that area.

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OC Anime Previous Versions!

1.0. 27/06/2024

2.0. 01/09/2024

Please note: Nothing mentioned here should necessarily be true. It is best to take it as a kind of "storytime" based on real events, but not too much. The health issues, unfortunately, are true. But don't worry! I'm handling it well for now.

© 2025 by I. K. DOTkamina

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